What a crazy, tumultuous week it's been.
I've been sick. It's something I've been dealing with for a number of years. Yes, I said
years. Hopefully, I've finally found a doctor who is willing to resolve it, but this week has been heck to deal with--to put it mildly.
In addition to that, it was the last week of school and this weekend is The Boy's school trip that he'd been looking forward too all year.
Because of how sick I was, I wasn't able to do much to get him ready. :( Thankfully, he has a good dad who took my list to the store and picked up what he needed.
I was popping a ton of pain pills this week and took one on Thursday night. He left Friday morning and somewhere in between, I had a horrible nightmare that made me not want to send him out the door on his trip. I know it was silly, but for some reason, I couldn't shake it.
I worried all day long. I worried all night last night and all day today.
It's been SO quiet around here. I've only had the dog to bother me. No one has asked "what's for lunch?"
However, being the mom that I am, I refused to call to check on him. I knew he was ok and it was just me being silly about the whole thing. I don't normally worry about my kids when they're gone. Heck, I try to enjoy the peace and quiet, but for some reason, whether it was the dream or maybe because I've been sick--I've missed that kid.
He made my whole weekend a little while ago when he called. They're at the park and he is having a TON of fun. He's hanging out with a kid who loves to ride the coasters just like he does, so he's having a blast. I could tell in his voice that he missed me at least a tiny bit...that's ok...I miss him too.
Now, I think I'll sleep ok.
He'll be home tomorrow and then I can go back to wanting the peace and quiet I have right now.
Labels: family, kids